January 2011
101 posts
I hate everyone. 
Jan 1st
Day Eight
Three turn ons. Three physical ones; three personality traits/behavior, you get the idea.  1. Neat and clean appearance.  2. A pretty, white, straight, clean smile.  3. Nice hands. Clean nails. Thin fingers.  ...
Jan 1st
Maybe I'll post some long, thought out paragraph...
but not right now. Also, I don’t feel like it.
Jan 1st
December 2010
100 posts
Day Four
Seven things that cross your mind a lot. 1. The future, particularly mine.  2. Dogs.  3. What it would be like to be famous.  4. Inspirational stories about myself in the future. 5. Going on the show Don’t Forget The Lyrics!  6. A boy or boys I like at the time. 7. What I’d do if I were shot. 
Dec 31st
insects-ligaments asked: <3
Dec 31st
insects-ligaments asked: <3
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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Day Seven
Four turn offs.  I’ll list four physical turn off’s and four personality flaws that turn me off. 1. Long hair. If it’s past your earlobe it’s too long. 2. Meaty hands.  3. Blonds.  4. Anything other than a clean-shaven, businesslike appearance.  ...
Dec 31st
Day Three
Eight ways to win your heart. 1. Take an interest in my writing or literature in general. I’m tired of dating guys who only care about video games. 2. Leave your past in the past.  3. You must enjoy cuddling. You must also enjoy falling asleep while cuddling. If you “need space to sleep” then you don’t like cuddling. You must also enjoy cuddling on the couch while...
Dec 31st
I’m feeling philosophical.  A little depressed even, apathetic, and a bit bitter. Resentful. 
Dec 30th
Day Six
Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever). You didn’t specify whether or not they had to be people I know personally or if they’re still living or not, so I’ll just list my idols in no particular order. 1. Francis Scott Key Fitzgerald.  2. Both of my grandmothers, whom I’ve never met but left a lot of interesting stories behind.  3. Marya Hornbacher.  4....
Dec 30th
“Human beings suck the life out of everything that’s beautiful. The only...”
– Josie and Jack by Kelly Braffet, one of my favorite, underappreciated novels. 
Dec 30th
Day Five
Six things you wish you’d never done. 1. I somewhat wish I hadn’t slacked off so much in high school, both academically and socially. I also sometimes wonder how my life would be different if I hadn’t driven my friends away with my negativity, cynicism and overall unpleasant behavior and lack of social skills (or lack of giving a fuck about the cultivation of said social skills).  2....
Dec 30th
Day Four
Seven things that cross your mind a lot. 1. The future, particularly mine.  2. Dogs.  3. What it would be like to be famous.  4. Inspirational stories about myself in the future. 5. Going on the show Don’t Forget The Lyrics!  6. A boy or boys I like at the time. 7. What I’d do if I were shot. 
Dec 30th
alldancingcrapoftheworld asked: ok so usually i skip over peoples "day 2" thing post or whatever, but for a change i actually read yours start to finish. it's so refreshing when people post something interesting about themselves instead of the generic shit that floods tumblr day in day out. Thankyou for that :) i'm glad i follow you.
Dec 30th
alldancingcrapoftheworld asked: ok so usually i skip over peoples "day 2" thing post or whatever, but for a change i actually read yours start to finish. it's so refreshing when people post something interesting about themselves instead of the generic shit that floods tumblr day in day out. Thankyou for that :) i'm glad i follow you.
Dec 30th
Day Two
Nine things about yourself. 1. I wear earplugs 60% of the time. Sometimes, I secretly wish I’d go deaf; I fucking hate hearing people talk. I think I might be mental - hearing people’s conversations on the other side of the wall, in the next apartment, or outside the window in the open parking structure makes me want to bash people’s skulls in.  2. I’m the youngest of two...
Dec 30th
1 tag
Well this was kind of odd and accurate and odd.
Your Existing Situation Desires to be respected by others in order to gain their trust and support for her own personal gain. Your Stress Sources “Unhappy in her current situation or relationship, but is unwilling to change things due to her need for acceptance and belonging. Refuses to be seen as weak and although she is resistant to give too much to the relationship, she stays...
Dec 29th
Day Three
Eight ways to win your heart. 1. Take an interest in my writing or literature in general. I’m tired of dating guys who only care about video games. 2. Leave your past in the past.  3. You must enjoy cuddling. You must also enjoy falling asleep while cuddling. If you “need space to sleep” then you don’t like cuddling. You must also enjoy cuddling on the couch while...
Dec 29th
Day One
Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. 1. Dear Snot Rag, Make up your mind, please. I don’t think I like these love/hate relationships. 2. You make everything awkward. Seriously, I wish you were gay.  3. Shut up, shut up, shut up. 4. Can we rent a motel room again like we did that one night during spring break? I do love watching you sleep.  5. Sorry I “keep...
Dec 29th
Day Two
Nine things about yourself. 1. I wear earplugs 60% of the time. Sometimes, I secretly wish I’d go deaf; I fucking hate hearing people talk. I think I might be mental - hearing people’s conversations on the other side of the wall, in the next apartment, or outside the window in the open parking structure makes me want to bash people’s skulls in.  2. I’m the youngest of two...
Dec 29th
Day One
Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. 1. Dear Snot Rag, Make up your mind, please. I don’t think I like these love/hate relationships. 2. You make everything awkward. Seriously, I wish you were gay.  3. Shut up, shut up, shut up. 4. Can we rent a motel room again like we did that one night during spring break? I do love watching you sleep.  5. Sorry I “keep...
Dec 29th
1 tag
Another Challenge
youcoulddobetter-: rainderrr: Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons....
Dec 28th
1 tag
Another Challenge
youcoulddobetter-: rainderrr: Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons....
Dec 28th
thisisanangstblog asked: I followed you because everything you write is fantastic and there was one post that sticks in my mind— I think it was one of those "challenge" things— and it asked why you wrote poetry and the last thing you wrote in answer to that is "Why do you breathe?" and ever since I've been in ~love (that is all one big ol' run-on sentence).
I think...
Dec 28th
thisisanangstblog asked: I followed you because everything you write is fantastic and there was one post that sticks in my mind— I think it was one of those "challenge" things— and it asked why you wrote poetry and the last thing you wrote in answer to that is "Why do you breathe?" and ever since I've been in ~love (that is all one big ol' run-on sentence).
I think...
Dec 28th
literarycollective asked: I like tumblr because it gives me a chance for people to read what I write, simple as that
Dec 28th
literarycollective asked: I like tumblr because it gives me a chance for people to read what I write, simple as that
Dec 28th
As I said earlier, I’ve been thinking about getting rid of my Tumblr for a few very simple reasons, one being that I don’t know why I still have one. So if you would be so kind to take a few moments of your time and tell me maybe why you’re following me or why you like Tumblr.  You know, if you want, that’d be nice. 
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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To Whom It May Concern
Just another personal update for the people who actually care (and another excuse for the people who are wondering why I haven’t been posting any writings recently).  I deleted my Facebook because I’m trying to get over a relationship and I’m not very good at coping. On a side note, if you don’t want someone to know something, don’t put it on Facebook and then accuse...
Dec 27th
Weird Al and Dr. Demento remind me of my...
I know all the words to Weird Al’s parodies without even knowing the lyrics to the original songs…. 
Dec 27th
abrokensomething-deactivated201 asked: i hope you are well and that the holidays find you in a happy place where you shine like you deserve to be, glowing radiantly
<3 sent your way,
Ana :)
Dec 26th
abrokensomething-deactivated201 asked: i hope you are well and that the holidays find you in a happy place where you shine like you deserve to be, glowing radiantly
<3 sent your way,
Ana :)
Dec 26th
jttm-deactivated20110406 asked: Hi, Ive just started following you and i think your words sing to me.

Just wanted to let you know.

Cheers
Dec 26th
jttm-deactivated20110406 asked: Hi, Ive just started following you and i think your words sing to me.

Just wanted to let you know.

Cheers
Dec 26th
I'm on the prison diet and I'm thinking about...
And by thinking about I mean, in the next few days, there’s a 90% chance I will permanently remove myself from your dashboard. 
Dec 26th
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Christmas comes once a year, with or without you
Christmas went by pretty quickly for me, but it was fun while it lasted. A week before my birthday and then I’m going to Disney’s California Adventure to get my Tron gear - the next you hear from me, I will have entered the grid. 
Dec 26th
I'm off of Tumblr indefinitely.
If you want to talk to me, find some other way. 
Dec 24th
You’ve moved on already? Oh, that’s cool. It’s not like we just broke up… 
Dec 24th
And now, to watch Elf and color in Christmas...
The way Christmas was meant to be enjoyed. 
Dec 24th
“And this I believe: that the free, exploring mind of the individual human is the...”
– John Steinbeck (via suzywire)
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
8,769 notes
I don’t feel like dealing with this anymore. And Tumblr is not a substitute for real friends or therapy. 
Dec 21st
I’m going to believe in myself more and be less of a bitch.  Or more of a bitch, I can’t make up my mind. 
Dec 21st
2 tags
I loved her with some intensity I could not yet comprehend.  She was a figment of my imagination, however.  I could never touch her.  I could never reach her.  She was a book filled with blank pages.  Even if I could have filled those pages, it would seem like such a waste. I had no idea who or what I was trying to appeal to , but I kept changing faces and tripping over myself in this process...
Dec 20th
5 notes
I’m in love with my best friend in the most homosexual way possible. 
Dec 19th
“I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.”
– Edgar Allan Poe (via drifting-away)
Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
19 notes
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he shivered away into the breeze as the echoes dripped across our starry-eyed temptresses’  lair “quiet” he whispered, his teeth shattered and he spoke to no one in particular. gathering his entrails he whispered into the night sky another, “shhh, please … quiet”  the dust settled about his feet, the chill encasing them in a November thought . his lips quivered as it shriveled and glided past...
Dec 18th